Why I Wrote Chimera—The Story Behind the Story
When I first sat down to write Chimera, I had no idea just how much of myself would end up woven into its pages. It started as a simple idea—a sci-fi adventure about survival and discovery. But as the story unfolded, it became something much bigger. It turned into a reflection of my thoughts about identity, resilience, and the connections that hold us together even when the world feels like it’s falling apart.
The Spark That Lit the Fire
The idea for Chimera didn’t hit me all at once. It came in pieces—little flashes of inspiration sparked by music, movies, and late-night conversations about the future of humanity. I’ve always been fascinated by science fiction, not just because it takes us to strange new worlds, but because it allows us to ask “what if?”
What if reality wasn’t what it seemed?
What if survival depended not on brute force, but on understanding the invisible forces that connect us?
What if we had to confront our own reflections—our fears, dreams, and flaws—in order to move forward?
These were the kinds of questions that swirled in my head and eventually took shape in the form of Chimera.
I wanted to create a story that felt thrilling and immersive, with twists that keep readers guessing. But I also wanted it to be deeply personal—a story that challenges readers to think about who they are and what they believe.
Exploring the Nexus
At the heart of Chimera is the concept of the Nexus—a mysterious force that binds people, ideas, and creativity together. It’s part science, part philosophy, and part mystery.
The Nexus represents the unseen connections that shape our lives—the way a single conversation can change our perspective, how art and music can spark emotions we can’t explain, and how love can endure even across time and distance.
For me, the Nexus symbolizes hope. In a world that can often feel chaotic and disconnected, it’s a reminder that we’re all part of something bigger. Writing Chimera allowed me to explore this idea and ask whether understanding those connections might be the key to not just survival, but growth.
A Reflection of Real-World Struggles
Although Chimera is a sci-fi adventure, it’s deeply grounded in real-world struggles—fear, doubt, and the search for purpose.
The protagonist, Ethan Fuller, mirrors some of my own experiences. Like Ethan, I’ve had moments where I felt stuck, unsure of what the future held or whether I was capable of overcoming the challenges in front of me.
Ethan’s journey isn’t just about facing external threats—it’s about learning to trust himself, even when everything around him is falling apart. That’s something I think a lot of us can relate to, especially in today’s world where uncertainty seems to be the norm.
Music, Movies, and the Art That Inspired Chimera
Art plays a huge role in Chimera, both as part of the story and as inspiration for its creation. Each chapter is tied to a song, movie, or other creative work through the Nexus Mapping Sequence—a mysterious code that weaves art and science together.
Music was a huge influence while I was writing. Tracks like LOST/SUN COMES UP by Macklemore and The Decline by NOFX helped shape the emotional tone of key scenes. Their lyrics and rhythms captured the energy I wanted to bring to the story—a mix of urgency, rebellion, and hope.
Movies like Inception and Blade Runner also played a big role. Their exploration of dreams, identity, and technology helped fuel my imagination as I built the world of Chimera.
I included the Nexus Mapping Sequence in the book because I wanted readers to engage with these works in the same way I did. They’re not just references—they’re part of the fabric of the story, reflecting its themes and enhancing the experience.
What I Hope Readers Take Away
Writing Chimera was as much an exploration for me as it was for Ethan. It forced me to confront my own doubts, push through creative roadblocks, and take risks I wasn’t sure would pay off.
More than anything, I hope Chimera inspires readers to think about their own connections—the invisible threads that tie us to each other and to the world around us.
I hope it makes people question what’s real, what’s possible, and what’s worth fighting for. And I hope it reminds readers that even in the darkest moments, there’s always a way forward—as long as we’re willing to take that leap of faith.
Thank You for Being Part of the Journey
Chimera is more than just a book to me. It’s a reflection of my passions, fears, and hopes, and I’m so excited to finally share it with the world.
If you’re ready to dive into a story filled with twists, mysteries, and big questions, I’d love for you to pick up a copy of Chimera. It’s out on January 7th!
Thank you so much for joining me on this journey—I can’t wait to hear what you think about the book!