Don’t Feed the Fear: Why I’m Releasing Chimera Anyway
Fear is sneaky. It creeps in when you least expect it, whispering doubts and planting insecurities. For me, fear has shown up in many forms throughout my journey as a writer—fear that my book isn’t good enough, fear that no one will read it, and fear that if they do, they won’t like it.
But here’s what I’ve realized: fear thrives when you feed it.
For too long, I let those doubts control me. I convinced myself that Chimera wasn’t ready, that it needed just one more revision, one more polish, one more pass. But if I’m being honest, those excuses weren’t about perfecting the story—they were about protecting myself.
I was feeding the fear. And the more I fed it, the stronger it grew.
Fear of Imperfection
One of the biggest fears I faced while writing Chimera was the fear of imperfection. I kept thinking: What if it’s not ready? What if it’s not good enough?
And you know what? It won’t ever be perfect. No book is. Even the greatest novels have flaws, and that’s okay. What matters is that the story is told. Stories are meant to be shared—not hidden away in drafts that no one will ever see.
At some point, I had to ask myself: Am I writing this story to make it perfect, or am I writing it to connect with people?
I realized it was the latter. Chimera was never meant to be flawless; it was meant to be meaningful. It’s a story about survival, identity, and the connections that bind us together. And holding it back out of fear would only keep it from fulfilling its purpose.
Fear of Rejection
Putting your work out there means inviting criticism, and that’s terrifying. What if people don’t get it? What if they don’t like it?
These thoughts played on repeat in my mind every time I thought about releasing Chimera. But then I reminded myself of this simple truth: Not everyone will love it—and that’s okay.
Art is subjective. Every book, movie, or song you love probably has critics, but that doesn’t make it any less valuable.
I realized my fear of rejection was rooted in a desire for validation. I wanted everyone to approve of my work. But that’s not realistic—and it’s not the point.
Chimera wasn’t written to please everyone; it was written to resonate with the people who need its message the most. And if it impacts even one reader, then releasing it will have been worth it.
Fear of Failure
Perhaps the most paralyzing fear is the fear of failure. What if no one reads it? What if it flops?
I’ll admit, those thoughts hit me hard. But then I asked myself: What’s worse—failing or never trying?
I didn’t spend years writing Chimera just to let it sit in a folder on my computer. I wrote it because I believed in it. And I believe in it still.
Even if it doesn’t hit bestseller lists or win awards, Chimera is already a success to me because I finished it. I poured my heart into it, and now it’s time to let it go.
Why I’m Releasing Chimera Anyway
I’m releasing Chimera because I refuse to let fear win.
Fear tells us to play it safe, to keep our dreams locked away where no one can judge them. But the truth is, growth doesn’t happen in comfort zones. It happens when we take risks—when we leap even though we’re scared of falling.
By putting Chimera out into the world, I’m not just releasing a book; I’m releasing fear’s hold on me.
I’m choosing to trust the process, to trust myself, and to trust that the right readers will find this story and connect with it in ways I can’t even imagine yet.
I’m sharing Chimera because I believe that stories have the power to change us, to challenge us, and to remind us that we’re not alone.
What I Hope You Take Away
If you’re sitting on a dream—whether it’s writing a book, starting a business, or creating something new—I hope this post encourages you to take the leap.
Fear will always try to keep you small, but don’t let it win. Your work deserves to be seen. Your voice deserves to be heard.
And remember this: Done is better than perfect.
I’m not releasing Chimera because I think it’s perfect. I’m releasing it because I believe in it. And that’s enough.
So whatever dream you’re holding back, I challenge you to take one step toward it today. Even if it’s scary. Even if you’re not ready. Because the truth is, you’ll never feel ready—but you’ll always be capable.
The Journey Begins January 7th
Chimera is coming out January 7th, and I couldn’t be more excited (and nervous) to share it with you. It’s a sci-fi adventure full of twists, mysteries, and big questions about identity and survival.
I’d love for you to join me on this journey. Let’s face the fear—and move forward anyway.
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